Tuesday, February 21, 2006:
hmm. today has got to be the
slackest day ever! i
only had applic homework. this is the first time i actually feel relaxed on a school day. no rushing of homework. good time to relax and
enjoy my time.
i
finally get to dissect an eyeball. :D we're doing it on friday. maybe i should be a surgeon.. we cut up a sheep's brain the other day. its so so cool! white matter and fat sticking out here and there. and the convultions of my half of the cerebrum were turning into mush the more i probed at it. was uber fun. haha. i sound so sadistic. but it IS! haha. wonder what we will do for the eyeball. i hope we each get one.. we had to share the brain. i want to stab it so that the chloroid
oozes out. hehheh. -evil smug-
okay. i should stop this. haha. mr tay(my bio teacher from last year) dissected the only eyeball that someone from my class brought last year. ir wasnt fair, cos nobody could get the eyeballs! 4b2 probably bought out the whole supply of eyeballs in sg last year, and because of miss tan's absence, the whole stock was dumped into the school pond. when we could have dissected them. dang. we missed out a whole great lot last year.
oh man. we're doing remainder and factor theorems in calc now.
such a breeze. until mrs taylor said we're going to do r/f theorem with
complex nos in class today. all of us just groaned. i'm really sick of seeing those i's and argand planes. i bet everyone is too. complex nos are just..
complex. thats why they should be left untouched cos the brain can only process simple information. my convulutions
absolutely cannot covult anymore, and neither can my fissures and
sulci dig in any deeper, to create
more surface area to store these complex information.
took a walk around school today with jeannie after dinner today. and i was telling her how compressed and little i feel in this school. not really the right words to describe, just dont know how to put it. i think i said somewhere before how although this environment is christian, there's not really much christian support anywhere, cept for a handful. maybe thats why i feel so at home at church, but not really at school.. i mean there's the friends, but where's God? (he's there i know. i mean like, us putting God in the picture.. you know what i mean?)
i really
miss mg. not just for chapel and morning devotions (although i dont really listen, but when i do, i learn something new).. i miss mg for the warm fuzzy feeling of close christian friendship and shared christian values. i miss mg for her warmth and opened arms. i miss mg for the protection and shelter from the outside world. i miss mg for the feeling of being in the presence of God. (i know God is everywhere, but what i'm feeling, its just a feeling. you know?)
have this fashion show later, to parade our yr 12 ball dresses. i really am tired and i dont feel like dressing up and walking in the unbalanceable heels of mine. and the HEAT is really killing me. its
39 degrees for goodness sakes! i'm having a terrible headache (maybe its heatstroke :/ ) while the blokes on the other side of the country (namely,
melbourne) are enjoying beautiful
COLD temperatures of
25ish degrees. grr.
WHERE is the justice. but i guess i'll have to
chou re nao. nehhhhhhhhhh.
a shout of praise.
7:26 PM
